I dont know what's gotten into me

I'm so depressed today. I don't even know why. I just want to lay in bed and cry all day. My wisdom teeth are getting on my last nerve. When I am able to eat, nothing settles right on my stomach. I just dont want to exist right now.  I dont know what to do...

This PAIN has taken its tole on me....

so my appetite has tripled...and by tripled, I mean I am hungry at all times except for the little moments of nausea. I'm not sure if this is due to the fact that I'm on the bridge of the second trimester and will soon be gaining a pound a week (this is the point in which the fitness Nazi in me screams) or if its because I cant eat a complete meal anymore.




It is so extremely painful to eat right now!! Thursday night my bottom left wisdom tooth decided it wanted to make a bigger appearance. So my entire Easter weekend consisted of Acetaminophen and ice packs. Sleep and life were interrupted every 2 hours, even though Acetaminophen is supposed to last 4 hours. It hurt to eat but if I only chewed on my right side, things were manageable. The gum is swollen so I cant bite down all the way. Now, however, my right side has started causing me pain as well. I guess it was jealous of the left side getting all the attention from the ice pack. So now I can't use my back teeth AT ALL. I attempted to eat an egg salad sandwich at dinner, thinking egg salad is pretty mushy. OUCH! I ended up just eating a bowl of soggy Golden Grahams. 

I would really like to just have the teeth pulled, but most dentist wont do extractions on a pregnant woman. So I'm basically screwed until October.

And this has to happen during the most stressful week of the semester. I just wanna go home...and to the dentist.